Bathtub
The first night in my new appartment and nothing could hold me back from climbing into the bathtub. I’ll never move into a flat without a bathtub, like the one before.
Moving
I move out of my appartment tomorrow morning. Finally! So here is one of the last bags I am packing:
Schlagzeilen
A nice review of my book ‘Willkommen in Bambiland‘ in german SM magazine ‘Schlagzeilen‘:
Free Passwords
Please stop sending me mails asking for free passwords to my site. I do believe that none of you asking for passwords would enter a store and ask the manager to give you food/clothes/DVDs/whatever for free. “Because its christmas” or “Because I think you are hot”.
So why are you sending out such mails to me?
Because I am not really selling a product? Because I dont sell anything you can put in your bag?
Now listen, I maybe understand that if you never had a picture taken professionally of you, you might not know how much work and effort is put in a shooting. I am updating my member area twice a week, this means I am putting a lot of time and work into shooting.
Before I can shoot I need outfits, maybe contrary to your fantasy I dont receive packages full of clothes I can use for shooting once a week from various designers for free.
I buy them. Just have a look at some pages selling latex and you have an idea how much clothes are. Of course: I not only wear that stuff for shooting, but a huge part of my collection was bought to shoot in.
Before I can buy outfits, I need to fit into them and need to do work out etc.
Sometimes locations like hotel rooms have to be paid, sometimes the travel to a photographer has to be paid.
After the shooting pictures need to be edited, most of the time I am editing them. And just in case you’ve never worked with photoshop: It takes more than 10 minutes to photoshop a set of 50 pictures.
Now after all of that was done, pictures need to be uploaded on your website. Taking care of your website is also taking a few hours each week. Diary entries dont write themselves etc.
I LOVE what I am doing and I am blessed that I do have the opportunity to do what I love for a living, but please give me the respect and stop asking me for free accounts – it’s not like the content on my site is done without effort and produced for 0€.








